Erica is home! I am so super excited!! and when I mean home I mean back at school.  Erica is my brother's girlfriend and she makes me smile!! I am excited that she is back.  It brings the Guy gal voting ratio back into proportion :)!  With me getting married and moving to the cities hopfully I will get to see the two of them often since we will be about 10 min away from each other!! YEAH!

I am getting anxious...I want to move on and get married.  I am ready for this planning stuff to be done.  I don't make many decisons well.  And I don't care about many things, color of napkins, type of runner ect.  I just want to wear a pretty dress and get married, have one happy major event in our relationship and go home at the end of the day with the man of my dreams.  but we live in reality people.  life is never that simple. 

on a brighter note, maybe.  I enjoy CSI.  Something about it I enjoy the mystery and the intrique trying to figure out a problem, and actually getting that problem solved. 

well I need to get stuff cleaned and go find a purpose. 

Peace out.

I miss my grandma.  To most of you who I would tell that I miss my grandma because she died would find it sad, feel sorry for me and find it normal.  But though she did die she died before I was born.  Not unnormal.  but the part that is a little off kilter is that I miss her more than anyone, period.  I missed her a ton when I was student teaching, I wished I could call her up and talk about students, papers, assignments, life.  Now I am planning a wedding and I miss her even more.  Just the thought of getting married and her not being there brings me to tears.  I don't know why.  I feel like I know her, like she would have  been my best friend, taught me everything I would have needed to know, cooking, sewing, quilting,  all my hobbies.  I would have been over at Grandma's house when ever I could.  but alas, life was not so.  And oh how I miss her, my heart aches.

Mommy, I know her, she's my friend she plays with me.  Granma I miss you

But now I miss her again, and more,  Sunday night before midnight, Grandma's brother in law passed into the Lords hands.  Uncle Paul, Tell her Hi for me.